I need a raid break. You know how you hit that point where logging in on a raid night just feels tedious? Painful? Like your head wants to explode? Yeah, I have most definitely reached that point.
On Tuesday, as the group for the weekly was forming, I panicked and hastily /quit. Not sure why, but the thought of doing something in a raid made me want to slam my head into a monitor. Even if it only WAS Ignis.
“Oh god, It’s Ulduar AGAIN?”
“Crap, I have to kill trash?”
“I have to kill FLAME LEVIATHAN again??”
“Oh god, I have to put up with being stuck in a bucket?”
“AAARGH I can not do this!”
Seriously. That all ran through my head in about 2 seconds flat. It was sheer panic, people!
So, I am having a break. Sure, they might get Lich King down without me. The strange thing is, I just don’t care anymore. I remember when missing a boss downing was the single worst thing I could do. I was devastated when I missed a handful of first kills in BC when I got a new work schedule. Now, I couldn’t give a damn, and I don’t even give a damn that I don’t give a damn.
I don’t know what I will do in the game if I am not raiding. The thought of battlegrounds makes me want to punch a baby in the face. Questing is OMG urgh. I could turn my attention fully to guild recruitment, but I think we all know that the time for recruitment is really not right now. I’m not sure what I am going to do.
But I don’t much care anyway! Bring on Cataclysm I say, so I can talk about Warlocks and Destruction properly again. In my improper, gut instinct fashion, because that’s much more fun than plowing through math, damn it.
Also: I’m going to Blizzcon! Huzzah, people!Tags: Blizzcon, Burnout, Raiding